(Barely) pregnant

So this happened today, on Christmas Eve. I honestly can’t think of a more perfect present!

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Yes, I am barely pregnant at this point. And really just maybe pregnant. Maybe it’s a false positive, maybe I’ll miscarry, maybe the baby will have a birth defect that’s incompatible with life, and on and on and on. There are so many unknowns right now, at literally only 4 weeks pregnant, but part of me is already trying to wrap my head around what life could be like in August of 2018. Three little ones – 3, 2, and a newborn. Our house will be packed to the brim. The financial plan we created this week will need to scrapped and redone. My current baby will no longer be a baby – he’ll be a big brother. Will it be (our third) boy or a girl?

Right now, I’m just praying that this barely-there pregnancy sticks and that our baby is healthy.

Merry Christmas!